Read this by listening dear friends

I may not be a great writer
I also lacks at grammar
But, these are for you
Special from my deepest heart

Dear friend
You already encourage me
With your quotes, presence, and trust
Mostly because you are there

Do yòu know ?
Yesterday when i cried and called you

I thought i was betrayed by one of my friend
My mind was crashed with unbelieveness
The only thing that will make me better
Only when i keep in touch with someone i trust
And i only found you there in this problem

Do you know why i said
“I dont want to be your priority anymore”

I was that bad
I was that selfish
I dont want to lose my friend
But it was before
Im sorry

Its because i trust you now
I know you will never leave me
Or even stab me from the back
Like others i thought so
But not all of them are fake

I just want to say
Thank you for keeping up
With me on that day

I dont know what should i do
When i feel betrayed

Ps: i already read your blog, thank you.