Have you ever believe in positivity?

I never believe one, once

Until I found out

That being far from positive

Only hurting ourselves

 

Labilism, I gained that now

Stuck between negative and positive

Negative thoughts haunt every second

But then again, feeling always declined

Ushering away all negativity

 

My first wish ever since the past

I always wanted to be a nice person

It sounds full of lies and bullshits

But that is the truth

And I can never achieve it

 

All the assumptions that already struck

The hates that I gained

That’s the only thing that made negativity

I never said I was always right

Everyone made mistake

 

And maybe it really breaks my heart

If there are situation

When I am trying to be positive

And there are things that made be disappointed

I don’t know if that is a negativity

Or reality that I can ever accept