Sometimes what everyone said

its not always the truth

sometimes they lied

sometimes they fake

sometimes they pretend

They said its okay

The truth is they are not okay

They said they’re fine

The truth is they are hurting

While someone making mistake

its hard to forgive someone

There might be a little possibility

they will forgive you

or maybe they forgive you

because they want to use you

And i dont know

what people surround me was like

or behaving right now

i am confuse

i saw them only talking bad things about me

they never write good things about me anymore

they dont cheer me up again

they act differently now

They look genuine to others rather than me

They make barriers

i only know they hate me but they never show me

that i am good as a person

One thing i know

if someone who you trust being fake to you

it will hurt you for the rest of your life

or they might not 

I dont want to risk that

i am afraid 

that i cannot continue this game