2015

The darkest moment of my life

I never knew that tragedy would happened

The lonely brief and quietness

 

The laughters all surround me

The thought of me as a joke

The solo self in a crowd

 

The year that makes me more hurting

All just went in one pace

Everything just so blurred

Everyone’s hate

Everyone’s mocks

And most disappointing time

The one who leaves

 

I was lost in thoughts

I never knew that im not that worthy

I was beyond then hurting

 

I don’t know what I did

I never disappoint them

I never disappoint her

I never leave anyone

 

It is okay if it was just a leave

But why should others

Seem to hate me more

After you leave me alone

 

Those hate eyes

Made my pride looks so low

I was just an outcast

After I was left

 

Maybe that’s all everyone speciality

On leaving me alone

After they found someone’s better

Maybe im not that worthy enoug

 

And I never wish it would have happened

Again, now