1. its a really far place and i cant afford to go there less than an hour.
2. I dont understand the routes and its mear by the sea because i really hate the sea afraid of tsunami.
3. I never knew i know someone live there because i always played around the south and never get into north
4. However, by the time of 2018 i met someone live there though and i just looked weirdly at the fact.
5. the north looked lonely at classes so me being a nice person tried to approach the north person because who wants to be alone in this cruel world.
6. I dont know i was going to get closer and closer to the north person untill we stick like a glue everyday.
7. By the time 2019, i realized it wasnt going to be the same again because we’re having a different path of classes.
8. one day, the north person gave me some letter and a doll, i was surprised.
9. I realized the distance doesnt make our friendship getting loose and because of that, we communicate everyday through online.
10. Untill the north person gave things that i never done to anyone and i feel very sorry because i cant gave it back to the north person.
11. The north person gave me a friendly attention much to me and make me feel not worthy to get this kind of treatment.
12. untill one day, i just realized the happy north not as happy as it seems. and it really breaks my heart because i never knew about it all.
13. I wanted to say sorry for all my non-action for not giving any memories that the north person gave to me. I wish i could be the person who gave things that the north gave.
14. I am sorry for not being a chill friend who doesnt see things so sensitively, i tried my best to be a better person, i promise.
15. Thankyou for things that you’ve been giving me and i am so gratefull for having a north as a friend. Even we’re not in the same spot or not even the same circle anymore, i hope we can be the bestfriend that always be there for each other and always remember each other even everyone leaves behind. I never thought you as my rival in any way, okay? please remember that.

ps: I cant tell you all of this in person i am so sorry for being the emotional friend that always make you worry and sad. Please, i’ll be always there for you i meant it, and i wish you could be the person that you want in the future i always prayed for that, even you got demands and unapproval from everyone, i’ll be here to support you , always